My morning coffee

I find it quite relaxing to go get my morning coffee. I patron a Starbucks on my way to work. I am recognized and there is a particular employee that starts my order before I even get to the front of the line. I have always felt an endearing quality in the smile of this particular barista. Makes my morning each day to see that smiling face. Yesterday I noticed something I hadn't before. My favorite baristas name tag says is a male name. The minute I noticed his name tag I instantly felt a great deal of emotions. First I felt remorse for not noticing sooner, for I am sure I have mis gendered him more than once. But also I felt joy! This guy was my trans brother.

I was honored that he has taken a liking to me, even though I have been an oblivious jerk. I didn't mean to mis gender him. It just goes to show you that I need to be more aware. But I look forward to getting to know him. I hope to one day have a moment to introduce myself.